Monday, December 20, 2010

sunyi

once i watched a narnia movie. and it was just lovely,still managed to
struckd a blow both in one hearts and minds . but that wasn't what i intentd
to tell . it was where that bothers me deeply . you see, no matter how much
i despise admitting this, i will always get the ogawa seat, by hook or by
crook. never would i askd for such seat . and then there's the madnificient
crowd that comes with it .one who couldn stop updating its fb account,
one with the loud mouth, and don't forget one who'd criticise so much
beacause he'd already knew hw the story ends .im not flawless myself and
i'd sound boastfull had i proceed . so, i cn only ask to those who
are reading, please, respect other ppl, wherevr, whenevr .
don't be to self-loving ,particularly in public places.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

nns and the malam raya

oooh.it's finally her! it's finally here. last night we performd our last tarawih
and tonight we work our butss off!!!

today was superduper busy.ibu make us packed our stuff for penang so we
won't go hectic tomorrow(which is today).then aftr cleaning up the second
floor, we went for our last raya shopping at alamanda(where else?,duh.)
curtains, table cloth, bedsheets and glasses were bought within that 3 hours
last-minute shopping.

then, the work began, again. dust were suckd, surfaces were polished, jars
were filled, pots en pans were on the stove. people, were ready babey ;))
i'd thankd my ibu n abah, for everything.

so, Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin. thank you for reading this. means
a lot to me. awesome. im happy, so be happy for today, no matter what.

Friday, September 3, 2010

nns and the going home for eid .

salam, and so we meet again.

i can't decide what i miss the most whn were going home for eid's hols.
first, there's the pelita around the aspuri, then there's lampu raya hanging
all around, thn were started seeing teachrs bustling in an out of the staff
room with kuih raya and lots of kerepek(especially bilk guru dua)
exchanging raya cards, midnight md's.etc.etc . what i liked the most were ,
when they started playing songs like dj daves' or sudirman's or p.ramlee's.
tht was definately golden,to me. frankly, this was my first n last ramadhan
as an asrama students, and it was priceless. the wardens would wake us up
either they'll turn on the siren longer or they'll make some silly
anouncemnt askng you to come down at the dm for sahur .*for the record,
ive only came down once;first ramadhan*. thou, i did my first and last
tarawih here*there's a loop in the middle ofcourse*. what else? hurm.
ooh, we get to go to putrajaya's baazar ramadhan, and it was heeuge .
all and all, ths yr's ramadhan means a lot.thou it would be a lot cooler
if the administrators playd the raya songs just like last year maa.

let's kemas rumah!!!

Friday, August 20, 2010

nns and the not-much-to say-ings.

i dun wanna say much.

hve a great ramadhan.

must struggle nw for better.

it's between me n spm(sayapunyamasalah)

ta-ta four now .

Friday, July 30, 2010

dude, we're like an inch to ramadhan

and soo..

hey peeps!!

lets see,a lot hve happend.i grew uup.failed 3 crucial subjcts.went to the awesome easy addmth progrme.doing bettr with addmth.sing a lot with hann in class.im sitting front row these days(still able to sleep).i dnt sleep in chemstry like i basically do.self concious.busy like bees.lovin my aras(2B yeah!).gettin to know our dearst cegu oya(syg cegu!).im tryng vry hard not to hurt people through my words.been hvng loads of mood swing(gotta get my 'cool' bck).savin money babey..

and..

115*lst i check*..thts hw much life we, 5th bacth, hve left before we leave.

ohh.i went through amal's(my class monitor) pencl case.found some cool words.

one of them are..

.."the great pleasure is when you can do what everyone said you can't"..

thnks.untill thn.i guess.burhh.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

look people ;D

salam. i know i typed tht i shouldn't be sayin' anythng bfore spm, but it's the hols . please,tq ;))

did i mentioned that im still in ka2(kej.awam) this year? yup im still here, with the rest of us(mostly anyway) . students who achieve outstnding results get sorted into 5sss(sayasusahsebut) while those who're nearly outstandng get into class tht ends with the numbr 1. i.e 5km1,5ka1,5ke1 n so on .

to be honest i hated this class the moment i step foot on it . whats more annoying is , i grew fond of it each day . and now i love these kids . they are my friends,my back up disk,my supporters,my brothers, my sisters, my family. and i am going to miss them so freakin' bad . now thts the real truth . tell you again later, ihvn't bathe yet. i just cme back aftr a month staying in the hostel. and it's just feel darn good to be home again .

Friday, April 2, 2010

farewell for now hobos .

good wutever good ur havng ;))

classtrip?? belog ini umpama semakn mati ayat . entah ilham spm dh dekat kutt . sou,, sye rathee baek takayah bce belog nie, untill after spm . buleeyy ;))


nada hri nie melankolik yee anakanak .

Sunday, March 14, 2010

acquaintance brr..cakap!

assalamualaikum wbt.

and so form 4 gets to go back early..pegi la! nk balek sgt anak manja!

mr principledear says that he intendd to 'potong steam' of our hols. that old man,ouh..he's somethng alright . so be it . despite that we're still exhausted(i.e kejohn olahraga, n other mumbojumbo that rose the whole week) the seniors although reluctant still come . what's left of us anyway. it wasn't as tiring as it thought it would be, it's still unpleasant. imagine this, tak pernah pernah nye ade prep hari sabtu bole dia sruh kte prep dgn nk qiamullail esk pgi, dgn tak packing sbb esk balek . alhamdulillah dia kata prep kat ruang belajr asrama . but, it's okay i guess, since we are the seniors . terime kasih sbb sudi mmbaca



mencari emansipasi .

Monday, February 15, 2010

kisah air masin dan air tawar.

"Dan Dialah yang membiarkan dua laut mengalir (berdampingan) ; yang ini tawar lagi segar dan yang lain masin lagi pahit; dan Dia jadikan antara keduanya dinding dan batas yang menghalangi." (Q.S Al Furqan:53)
Jika Anda termasuk orang yang gemar menonton rancangan TV `Discovery' pasti kenal Mr.Jacques Yves Costeau, ia seorang ahli oceanografer dan ahli selam terkemuka dari Perancis. Orang tua yang berambut putih ini sepanjang hidupnya menyelam ke perbagai dasar samudera di seantero dunia dan membuat filem dokumentari tentang keindahan alam dasar laut untuk ditonton di seluruh dunia.
Pada suatu hari ketika sedang melakukan eksplorasi di bawah laut, tiba-tiba ia menemui beberapa kumpulan mata air tawar-segar yang sangat sedap rasanya kerana tidak bercampur/tidak melebur dengan air laut yang masin di sekelilingnya, seolah-olah ada dinding atau membran yang membatasi keduanya. Fenomena ganjil itu memeningkan Mr. Costeau dan mendorongnya untuk mencari penyebab terpisahnya air tawar dari air masin di tengah-tengah lautan. Ia mulai berfikir, jangan-jangan itu hanya halusinansi atau khalayan sewaktu menyelam. Waktu pun terus berlalu setelah kejadian tersebut, namun ia tak kunjung mendapatkan jawapan yang memuaskan tentang fenomena ganjil tersebut.
Sampai pada suatu hari ia bertemu dengan seorang profesor muslim, kemudian ia pun menceritakan fenomena ganjil itu. Profesor itu teringat pada ayat Al Quran tentang bertemunya dua lautan ( surat Ar-Rahman ayat 19-20) yang sering diidentikkan dengan Terusan Suez .
Ayat itu berbunyi "Marajal bahraini yaltaqiyaan, bainahumaa barzakhun laa yabghiyaan.. . "Artinya: "Dia biarkan dua lautan bertemu, di antara keduanya ada batas yang tidak boleh ditembus." Kemudian dibacakan surat Al Furqan ayat 53 di atas. Selain itu, dalam beberapa kitab tafsir, ayat tentang bertemunya dua lautan tapi tak bercampur airnya diertikan sebagai lokasi muara sungai, di mana terjadi pertemuan antara air tawar dari sungai dan air masin dari laut.
Namun tafsir itu tidak menjelaskan ayat berikutnya dari surat Ar-Rahman ayat 22 yang berbunyi "Yakhruju minhuma lu'lu`u wal marjaan" ertinya "Keluar dari keduanya mutiara dan marjan." Padahal di muara sungai tidak ditemukan mutiara. Terpesonalah Mr. Costeau mendengar ayat-ayat Al Qur'an itu, melebihi kekagumannya melihat keajaiban pemandangan yang pernah dilihatnya di lautan yang dalam. Al Qur'an ini mustahil disusun oleh Muhammad yang hidup di abad ke tujuh, suatu zaman saat belum ada peralatan selam yang canggih untuk mencapai lokasi yang jauh terpencil di kedalaman samudera.
Benar-benar suatu mukjizat, berita tentang fenomena ganjil 14 abad yang silam akhirnya terbukti pada abad 20. Mr. Costeau pun berkata bahawa Al Qur'an memang sesungguhnya kitab suci yang berisi firman Allah, yang seluruh kandungannyamutlak benar. Dengan seketika dia pun memeluk Islam.
Allahu Akbar...! Mr. Costeau mendapat hidayah melalui fenomena teknologi kelautan. Maha Benar Allah yang Maha Agung. Shadaqallahu Al `Azhim.Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda: "Sesungguhnya hati manusia akan berkarat sebagaimana besi yang dikaratkan oleh air." Bila seorang bertanya, "Apakah caranya untuk menjadikan hati-hati ini bersih kembali?" Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, "Selalulah ingat mati dan membaca Al Quran."
Jika anda seorang penyelam, maka anda harus mengunjungi Cenote Angelita , Mexico . Disana ada sebuah gua. Jika anda menyelam sampai kedalaman 30 meter, airnya air segar (tawar), namun jika anda menyelam sampai kedalaman lebih dari 60 meter, airnya menjadi air asin, lalu anda dapat melihat sebuah "sungai" di dasarnya, lengkap dengan pohon dan daun daunan.















Sunday, January 31, 2010

salam,







dear friends,







on 29th january 2010, 13 safar 1431 hijrah, my beloved nenek had died. it was around 4 pm, friday . al-Fatihah .












this was Wak Apau and arwah nenek, hjh rukiah hj abdul rahman .






Thursday, January 14, 2010

im secretly a...

salam,

dear friends,

im officially an asrama student. hehee. yayayaya! frankly, it was the best step i took ever since i entered high school . it was fantastic, you get up around 4.45 to 5 in the morning, have a freezing-cold bath, solat, breakfast, roll-call, and school . school wasn't much anticipated, it was my doorm-mates whom ive fell in love with(every 13 exclude me!). this year, we were stationed at the other academic block(the one facing the woods!) and we can see the principal's house everyday without fail. rite, thank you k. wan ayesha(yg kirimkn salam khas dri nz!) hope you and your family are well. saya kirim salam balek! umm..im not sure what am i suppose to type mostly . thanks for reading this decent-like post. im surely not going to update my blog much from now on(duhh..asrama) most of whom ive known living in asrama describe their life a living h***(thn nie nak SPM jaga tatatertib!)..i , myself don't think it was quite that bad, perhaps, maybe, im the lucky ones who think that living in asrama is an amzing experience in life(say want you want people! im sticking with my words). just, perhaps, alhamdulillah. untill then .