the other day we celebrated my eldest brothers post birthday family meal. so we went to chilli's for lunch. the ambience was nice, we laughed and talked and poked fun on each other. doing what we do best. then it was time for dessert and mum cracked a joke tht mimicks my late brothers. . . we stopped talking. our face still holds a smile, our laughter a little inaudible. but our eyes just gaze on each other with tears. oh how much we missed him that very moment.